I LOVE YOU

I never forget, okay I forgot today is the day, but......

I still remember ok?
I'm a good GP right?

Love ya! Muah!

Heartfelt

Recently I stalk by at my 'WAS' @ ex best friend pages ..

I'm glad now his happy, gain his weight, keep smiling and post a lot of happy things bout his life now..

A sudden heartfelt bumped inside me.......
Jealous? Maybe, but then it was me who makes his life miserable before..
Playing with his heart, his feelings, his loyalty...
I know this is stupid, typing back all the bad things I'd done to him...
I'm sorry for being ungrateful..
I'm sorry for making your life down before..

Oh Allah, I wish I can continue my life after this without thinking bout him, bout mistakes I'd done to him...
Maybe this is the punishment You gave to me after all of that..

Suffering?

Yes, but the memories play'in my head will always make me remember about us long time ago..

The evening sun across the river, the highways we travel together, the hills and stairs we climbed with laughters and the silly fights we fought over..
Not to forget, the girl we fell for at the same moment..

I hate that she chose you at the end..

But then you rejected her, I really hope that it wasn't for me.. Really hoped that.. Please don't suffer more for me..

Now it's all over between us, I really hope that you'll achieve more than me now..
All my doings, my act now is just a point of redemption, after making you feel downgraded when you're sitting next to me, every single time when we was together..

Just wishing you well ...

-Henry