Monday, July 1, 2013

My feelings

Who cares?
It's just, I need you, I need him....
I need someone to be there and hug me when I'm in deep, down, depressed, and finding peace..

Wish we can live together, like in movies and dramas in tv..

I love you, I need you, I want you...

I want to live like those in fairy tales, like them in Fairy Tail...

Live surround by those who loves, fight to live with them we love, fight for those we love.......

I really mean it..

- Henry...

Monday, May 13, 2013

Turning back the time..

Today is the Istiadat Konvokesyen UiTM Arau..

Last year, on this date, the same event happens..

Really, miss them.. Missing all the hissle hassle of living together..

Missing the moments of doubts between each other..

Missing the cloudy morning, the breakfast we had together..

The worries of pockets, the fake smiles we had, the hours of controversies,
the road we walk on, the persons we ran off for, the classes,

THE LIFE we had there..

I'm sorry for breaking our relationships...
Sorry friends!

Monday, April 29, 2013

Ideology or Authority?

It's been more than 3 weeks after the dissolution of Malaysia's parliament..
The chaos, the fights, the slanders and everything bad goin around everyday..

Malays, the main target and the main subjects easy for them the politicians to incite and to ignite the flames of hate, on each other..

Is it fun for you politicians to do that? On other's miseries and hatred, on your own dreams to control?

One, the agent of DEVIL using words and literary to blow the fire of hatred.
Two, the agent of DEVIL using religion to mask his greediness and lies.
Three, the agent of COMMUNISM using his tricks to chase the Malays out from our own land and making this land as his.

Open your eyes, power is not everything. Politics, to strive for the peoples, not for yourselves..

May Allah save us. Amin

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Hopes and Lies

Games indeed..
You've been fooling around like nothing to cost in the future..
That's why they've been chasing you like, dying.
Why HOPE? Why that? You ended with someone, play with another one, and jump back..

This isn't game!! You can't turn back to collect more points at the level before!
I know I've been such a fool for falling for you, now I'm falling again..

Just, go away then..
We're not in the same level any more, just let me live alone.

goodbye. troublegirl

Monday, April 8, 2013

Hell the HER!

When you happy, you forgot your sad moments.. 
When you with him, you forgot who held your arms when you sad..

Why I always fell for those b*tches? You just simply, lose it all..
As them in your hard moments just like tissues that can be use to wipe your tears, then throw it to the trash when the tears dry..

I hate you, and I will fall back to you..
Just simply like that..
Things goin round and round and round like that.. 

There'll be no happy ending for you, and me..........

I should moved on, but I won't..
 My sympathy you need, my time for you to waste, my tears to join in, and every sacrifices of me that you needed.. 

Pity me, pity you, and pity everybody to see our stupid act and life of loves..
A good commemoration for those who hates, those who enjoys our sufferings.. 
Goodbye.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

I MISS YOU LY

This human keep showin up in my mind lately.. My memories about her keep poppin up..

The story start like this-
 I was invited to join a group in facebook, name PERSATUAN SINGLE2 SEDUNIA ..
 Then a girl message me, introducing her came from the group.. She is attracted by my profile which*at that time, were fully dedicated for this cartoon character, Shin Chan ..
 And after that, we chat, we shared a lot.. Our passion is same, all about anime..
 Then, one day, we just lost connection.. I never had someone whom I never bored with, except her.
 Last month, I visited the page back, her account is no longer available, but thank god the messages still in the box. That's all left in memories. Still, I don't care if you fat, or not pretty, I'm still waitin for you to show up again.. Miss you Ly..I even can't remember your FB name, but all I know, I used to call you Ly..

I miss you..

Friday, March 8, 2013

Missing… Again

5.01 a.m

9 March 2013

Kajang, Selangor

 

5.01 .. Perfect hour.. Perfect minute..

I’ve been attached to that number since 2006.. My crush, my matrix number, my everything..

I miss my previous life, my younger days, my memories, my schools, my FRIENDS..

We’re all now in the different path now.. Engineers, accountants, business, and other scopes that they can fill..

Now I know the way adults lives.. They really want to go back to their young age..

They really want to go back, if they could.. If, WE could…

Arghhhh!!!!!

I still remember all the promises, all the “don’t lost contact” promises..

People changed, changes is a must.. Breaking the promises also a part of it..

Time passes, day passes, year passes…

Still I remember you guys.. Are you remembering me right now? As I always do for you guys?

I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!! …………………….

-Henry

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

I LOVE YOU

I never forget, okay I forgot today is the day, but......

I still remember ok?
I'm a good GP right?

Love ya! Muah!

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Heartfelt

Recently I stalk by at my 'WAS' @ ex best friend pages ..

I'm glad now his happy, gain his weight, keep smiling and post a lot of happy things bout his life now..

A sudden heartfelt bumped inside me.......
Jealous? Maybe, but then it was me who makes his life miserable before..
Playing with his heart, his feelings, his loyalty...
I know this is stupid, typing back all the bad things I'd done to him...
I'm sorry for being ungrateful..
I'm sorry for making your life down before..

Oh Allah, I wish I can continue my life after this without thinking bout him, bout mistakes I'd done to him...
Maybe this is the punishment You gave to me after all of that..

Suffering?

Yes, but the memories play'in my head will always make me remember about us long time ago..

The evening sun across the river, the highways we travel together, the hills and stairs we climbed with laughters and the silly fights we fought over..
Not to forget, the girl we fell for at the same moment..

I hate that she chose you at the end..

But then you rejected her, I really hope that it wasn't for me.. Really hoped that.. Please don't suffer more for me..

Now it's all over between us, I really hope that you'll achieve more than me now..
All my doings, my act now is just a point of redemption, after making you feel downgraded when you're sitting next to me, every single time when we was together..

Just wishing you well ...

-Henry