Monday, July 1, 2013
My feelings
It's just, I need you, I need him....
I need someone to be there and hug me when I'm in deep, down, depressed, and finding peace..
Wish we can live together, like in movies and dramas in tv..
I love you, I need you, I want you...
I want to live like those in fairy tales, like them in Fairy Tail...
Live surround by those who loves, fight to live with them we love, fight for those we love.......
I really mean it..
- Henry...
Monday, May 13, 2013
Turning back the time..
Last year, on this date, the same event happens..
Really, miss them.. Missing all the hissle hassle of living together..
Missing the moments of doubts between each other..
Missing the cloudy morning, the breakfast we had together..
The worries of pockets, the fake smiles we had, the hours of controversies,
the road we walk on, the persons we ran off for, the classes,
THE LIFE we had there..
I'm sorry for breaking our relationships...
Sorry friends!
Monday, April 29, 2013
Ideology or Authority?
The chaos, the fights, the slanders and everything bad goin around everyday..
Malays, the main target and the main subjects easy for them the politicians to incite and to ignite the flames of hate, on each other..
Is it fun for you politicians to do that? On other's miseries and hatred, on your own dreams to control?
One, the agent of DEVIL using words and literary to blow the fire of hatred.
Two, the agent of DEVIL using religion to mask his greediness and lies.
Three, the agent of COMMUNISM using his tricks to chase the Malays out from our own land and making this land as his.
Open your eyes, power is not everything. Politics, to strive for the peoples, not for yourselves..
May Allah save us. Amin
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Hopes and Lies
You've been fooling around like nothing to cost in the future..
That's why they've been chasing you like, dying.
Why HOPE? Why that? You ended with someone, play with another one, and jump back..
This isn't game!! You can't turn back to collect more points at the level before!
I know I've been such a fool for falling for you, now I'm falling again..
Just, go away then..
We're not in the same level any more, just let me live alone.
goodbye. troublegirl
Monday, April 8, 2013
Hell the HER!
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
I MISS YOU LY
The story start like this-
I was invited to join a group in facebook, name PERSATUAN SINGLE2 SEDUNIA ..
Then a girl message me, introducing her came from the group.. She is attracted by my profile which*at that time, were fully dedicated for this cartoon character, Shin Chan ..
And after that, we chat, we shared a lot.. Our passion is same, all about anime..
Then, one day, we just lost connection.. I never had someone whom I never bored with, except her.
Last month, I visited the page back, her account is no longer available, but thank god the messages still in the box. That's all left in memories. Still, I don't care if you fat, or not pretty, I'm still waitin for you to show up again.. Miss you Ly..I even can't remember your FB name, but all I know, I used to call you Ly..
I miss you..
Friday, March 8, 2013
Missing… Again
5.01 a.m
9 March 2013
Kajang, Selangor
5.01 .. Perfect hour.. Perfect minute..
I’ve been attached to that number since 2006.. My crush, my matrix number, my everything..
I miss my previous life, my younger days, my memories, my schools, my FRIENDS..
We’re all now in the different path now.. Engineers, accountants, business, and other scopes that they can fill..
Now I know the way adults lives.. They really want to go back to their young age..
They really want to go back, if they could.. If, WE could…
Arghhhh!!!!!
I still remember all the promises, all the “don’t lost contact” promises..
People changed, changes is a must.. Breaking the promises also a part of it..
Time passes, day passes, year passes…
Still I remember you guys.. Are you remembering me right now? As I always do for you guys?
I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!! …………………….
-Henry
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
I LOVE YOU
I still remember ok?
I'm a good GP right?
Love ya! Muah!
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Heartfelt
I'm glad now his happy, gain his weight, keep smiling and post a lot of happy things bout his life now..
A sudden heartfelt bumped inside me.......
Jealous? Maybe, but then it was me who makes his life miserable before..
Playing with his heart, his feelings, his loyalty...
I know this is stupid, typing back all the bad things I'd done to him...
I'm sorry for being ungrateful..
I'm sorry for making your life down before..
Oh Allah, I wish I can continue my life after this without thinking bout him, bout mistakes I'd done to him...
Maybe this is the punishment You gave to me after all of that..
Suffering?
Yes, but the memories play'in my head will always make me remember about us long time ago..
The evening sun across the river, the highways we travel together, the hills and stairs we climbed with laughters and the silly fights we fought over..
Not to forget, the girl we fell for at the same moment..
I hate that she chose you at the end..
But then you rejected her, I really hope that it wasn't for me.. Really hoped that.. Please don't suffer more for me..
Now it's all over between us, I really hope that you'll achieve more than me now..
All my doings, my act now is just a point of redemption, after making you feel downgraded when you're sitting next to me, every single time when we was together..
Just wishing you well ...
-Henry